Just heard a rumour that results will be out on 22nd Feb, from a friend who heard from army officer (cannot divulge who lah, sekali get into trouble). : Right. Actually, I'm quite afraid of my GP, cos I know I screwed up my essay. But ³óϱ¸¾×ܵüû¹«ÆÅ, so let's just face it and get it over and done with. Now trying to get myself employed by sending in numerous applications, but I have a feeling once they all call and enquire and realise I'm on a wheelchair, all will reject me. That's why I refused to put that into my resume, give myself a little hope. Also trying to get that essay written out, my bro gave loads of good comments on how its disconnected and not focussed, so I must try to write. And after a long talk with my mum yesterday, I think I'm not really sure what I want to do. There are in general, 2 options. Option 1: Counsellor/Psychologist/MCYS? I aim to take double major in psych and sociology for this, because I think it gives both the micro and macro level of how individuals and society behaves in general. The only drawback is in psych, we learn about neurons (so much for no more science), but I can tahan a little bio I suppose. The bigger catch is that there is STATISTICS! Ok, I can't really tahan any more normal or abnormal or deformed distributions etc. Option 2: Historian/Political Analyst For this, its either History or Political Science, because I definitely cannot cope with a double major for this one. Maybe a major and a minor bah...Towards the end of J2, I realised how history was the ONLY subject that didn't piss me off big time, might be because of Ms lim. But yesterday, when I was watching Pakistan Zinderbad on CNA, I realised how I was still very much interested in such things. And I also have been following the US general elections...Its got nothing to do with others, but I really enjoy watching turn of events, which are very very vivid in the political scene abroad (note: Sg's is just BOOORING). So I could survive with that I suppose... But the thing is, for both of them, if my A lvl results sucks for my GP, I don't think I will get accepted, cos they're Arts/Humanities. And of course, although I'd really want to go abroad to study, I can't. And that means FASS in NUS, aka, the Singapore dumping ground. So...haiz. I don't know. And if I cheat con persuade gahmen to pay for my tuition fees, then my mum can save enough to complete her grand plan of buying a property and renting it out to get post-retirement income (and of course for my bro and me to inherit later on so I get a source of stable income). But to strike>cheat con persuade gahmen to pay for my tuition fees, I need to write a persuasive essay, which based on my bro's comments, I have an ultra long way to go, except for my openings to each paragraph (those I spent every thing thinking how to make the punch you know!) Bah. I better get down to redrafting the essay.
